I've been knowing this guy for like two years and a half years now and we've liked each other from the moment we laid eyes on one another ( I know so cliche' right lol) but it wasnt love at first sight or anything. It was more like lust at first sight. But he was like one of the most popular guys at his school and he was a starting player on his football team and he was fine and everybody wanted to be with him and he simply if he wanted to, have any girl he wanted. And I never liked guys like that for the simple fact that I feel like I have to be in competition for him and then once we're together I have to fight or defend our relationship amongst the other many girls who want him too and dont care that he's with me. So I always went for the guys who may not start first but eventually get put in the game. The guys who he's known amongst plenty but he isnt the eye candy for school and yeah their may be a few girls who like him but not enough so that I would ever have to worry about him creeping around on me behind our back. But I liked this guy and the shocking thing is that he liked me back. Now I dont have low self-esteem but there are certain people where you're like why do you want me out of all these females right. Especially since I practice abstinence and he CLEARLY doesnt and I didnt go to his high school. I actually lived about 35 minutes away from him waaaay on the other side of town. So I didnt trust him and he didnt trust me because his last girlfriend surprisingly cheated on him!!! But we kept in touch through text messaging off and on and now Im thinking about actually making him my boyfriend because he's taking a semester off from school due to physical therapy for his broken shoulder from football and he moved so he lives 10 minutes away from me now but it seems like now that Im interested he's no longer chasing me so now I dont know what to do.
Any advice?
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